A Call for Financial Assistance from the Awakened Community: WTF was I Thinking? Life in the Simulated Reality Matrix

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Published back in October 2018 when I was fucking crushed by the archon and distraught for not being able to earn any money and already into well over a year on the streets. Note 5/16/19 [This was no cheap ploy to make money. I was and to a degree remain archontically shut-the-fuck-down from surviving as most people can and do. In other words, I'm not destitute and homeless because of laziness, stupidity, bad luck, fate, karma or any of these base reality beliefs for why one might find themselves in my position. I'm destitute and homeless because the hidden controllers have shut me down for my being a threat to them, a threat to the system. Are there intended lessons behind what I've gone through. There could be, but the length and unceasing general position of these entities to want to break me - and/or to see me bent to my knees and serving them suggest otherwise. I'm now nearly at almost three years homeless, but recently working a few times a week for about $80.00. I would call that my situation having improved - but only a little. I have to assume that something was on my side enough to see to it that I get this, over their intention to keep me completely shut down. I of course don't expect the average visitor to understand this - or even believe it. But I do expect something more from those of you who are awakened, especially those of you who rarely even consider the use and advantages of money - most especially as a resource, not for steak dinners (but that too, if you live that kind of life and think it, your life, your income, that is, something that can never be shut down by the hidden ones whenever they choose. And even more so, if you are awakened and living a wonderful life, you should maybe stop to consider why the hidden ones aren't giving you problems - but why they give awakened individuals such as myself problems enough to kill me, if they can.) Anyway, even had someone wanted to help or send me something - some books, an old phone, a computer (none of which I have, in having nothing at all but the clothes on my back), I don't even know how I'd get it, that's how shut the fuck down I am, here in Hanoi. If that makes any sense to you. I'll leave it at that.]

I could really use some support from visitors, especially those most awakened visitors who don't need to be told why and how it is that my situation has been one of hand to mouth homelessness for the past three years. I'm existing and have been existing on financial fumes as a result of archontic enforcement of circumstances (synchronicity) and people to ensure I'm kept isolated and quiet, unable to share my knowledge and experience with others in the way I would be able to otherwise. To call my archontically orchestrated situation over the past three years in Vietnam homeless would be like calling the visible portion of an iceberg an ice cube. I most especially - money as a resource aside - I could use a computer and smartphone specifically in order to do "my work," which, most specifically, would be to share the direct knowledge I've acquired of archontic behavior through constant direct interaction with them and "it" over the past three years. The problem here is that my situation is so dire that I wouldn't even be able to setup a means by which I could receive donations easily, not even through the PO, which shouldn't be too difficult for the astute to figure out.

This appeal goes out of course to those who it meant for. People who would understand instantly the inscrutable nature of my circumstances and the cause behind it. I made such a request once before over a year ago. I received no assistance. Perhaps this time it will be different and the right people will get the right message so I'm not left out here in the cold, so to speak. Though I've been stripped of everything, I still have my hard one knowledge and experience. Thank you.