Despair Post Dated Sometime Mid-December 2016: Life in the Simulated Reality Matrix

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Originally posted on FB 4\28\2019

I’ve made a number of these despair posts on FB when my days battling the archon and MCS were at their worst. But I’ve received little to no visitors to my FB page – no surprise. I repost them here, not to emphasize my despair in the moment, but to share the knowledge these posts occasionally reveal about how the archon and MCS operate, their tactics, their agenda, and, at times, the senseless stupidity inherent in the ways in which they behave.

I’m a targeted individual, and empath. I’m all alone out here with an unprecedented level of access to these fucking parasitic entities. I can’t continue to fight them alone, in isolation. I need help.
The archontic attacks against me have been ramped up to an unprecedented level. My love-bite girlfriend is in complete denial over our shared experience, unaware of the manner in which she is being hosted. I’m without resources. I’m trying to get my truth out to the world despite being stuck in archontically engineered isolation and enforced poverty. I don’t know how to continue fighting this alone. It is hard enough to have to stand the attacks against my sanity, let alone archontic attacks, astrally and “real-world”. I don’t know what to do. I need help from those who truly know what it means to be awakened, who understand exactly what is I’m saying.

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