Spiritual Warfare, Poverty, and the Matrix Control System: Life in the Simulated Reality Matrix

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Originally posted on FB 14 January 2017

Another day poverty stricken, and in spiritual warfare with the archon an matrix control system. Due their bidding, and they'll reward me, or at least set me free. But we all know how Faustian bargains work. And for those of us awakened, even when battling in isolation, what needs to be kept in mind is that every choice we make affects the collective consciousness, for good or Ill. To quote Trent Reznor, "I do not want this." But I have no fucking choice. I've always been against suicide. In fact, just weeks prior to my first contact, Camus in mind, I wrote an essay against it. I see now that the archon, in prepping me for my abduction, were the impetus behind this, as they were for all of the books I read, all of the writing I did, in the months leading up to first contact. But if I had a gun, super soldier/psy spy that I am, on days like this, I feel I would pull the trigger. That said, and people like Max Spiers have stated as much, this is part of the programming that is instilled in individuals like me at a young age. On the other hand, and perhaps it was Eve Lorgen that pointed it out in one of her essays, I am one of the unfortunate individuals, in a certain sense, depending on how you view it, that defy their programming, and go against the grain of what is expected. Yet, this only makes my burden worse, for it is individuals like me that become the test cases for these mother fuckers, in their experiment. My standing out in this way, my enduring their tests and tortures serve only one purpose, for them: how do we break him, so that we can break others who resist in the future? Lucky me. Though I have no choice, I don't know how much more I can take, how much more I can fight, in isolation, with my experience and knowledge not making out into the world, where it will be of use to those yet to tread the paths I've walked, and the astral planes I've visited, and the abduction experiences I've undergone, and the love-bite pain and abuse I've endured.

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