Suffering for Love at the Hands of the Archon: Twin Flames & The Love Bite: Life in the Simulated Reality Matrix (SRM)
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Note: 5\2\2019 - As is the case with other earlier posts of this kind, I find the material to painful and too embarrassing to reread, and so I post this with nothing more than a cursory skim. If I reread it, it's likely that I'll change something, or worse delete something for it being too embarrassing - or even badly written, as much of it, if only because of the circumstances under which it was written. To change or delete anything would defeat the purpose of my having written and posted it in the first place. That is it raw, that it was published at a time when I was under huge pressure and threat and not knowing how to make sense of anything is in and of itself important for illustrating the effects such attacks and love-bite orchestrations have on targeted individuals, so I post it as is without rereading any of it.
Originally posted on FB 10\20\2016
I just wrote this, on-the-fly, in desperation. It is the truth. I know nobody can help me; but maybe reading it - and believing it - will maybe help one of you, someday.
No man should have to suffer all that I have suffered at the hands of the archon, over the past year - over the past decade. Few man would have survived what I have been put through by these predatory parasitic alien entities over the course of the past year.
No man would have suffered the experiences and tests I endured, at the hands of these archontic entities, all in the belief that I was fighting to win back my ex-girlfriend from them, to win her freedom. No man would have suffered and endured the constant abuse she, possessed by them, heaped on me, everyday for nearly a year. No man would have suffered the possibilities of the truth that lay behind all they claimed my girlfriend had done, for them, possessed by them.
Since my encounter with these alien parasitic predatory enemies of all humanity, I have faced death more than a dozen times – I was prepared to die, I began to die, I was brought to the brink of death, I was released from death; I was threatened with being burned to death – to save my girlfriend, and brought to the brink of being burned to death, by them, at least three times. I was tortured by them – tortured! Not in dream, in reality, and in more than one way. I could not even begin to describe to you how this torture occurred, because most would not believe it.
The truth of it is, that for the past year, so many frightening, and at times, thrilling, things have happened to me, at the hands of these archontic entities - everyday – that it would take me the next twenty years to recount it all.
Why do I post it this now? After all I have suffered through for my ex-girlfriend, who I gave my life for countless times, in scenarios these entities had designed to put me through, to test my love and loyalty for her, or, when they came into our room late one evening, it alien guise, to take her, I begged them to take me and spare her, I don’t know what the super-solider program is, but I know what these mother-fuckers have put me through everyday for the past year – and you people would never believe it. But what prompts me to write this now, is not the need to tell of the actual events and tests they made me suffer through – it is to say that every god damned thing I did, I did for my ex-girlfriend more than myself. And the fact is that from the start, she had always been owned – possessed – by them, something I refused to accept. No matter what they archontic entities had put me through, accused my girlfriend of doing, threatened me with suffering – and they threaten me now, in their secret way – as I write this, for writing it. Tonight, for the first time, I said fuck my girlfriend – she has left me here alone again, in a way that none of you will ever understand, unless you have suffered a love-bite played out as a game – a real life game – by these asshole alien predators. The part that hurts me most for all that I suffered is that my girlfriend doesn’t know a single thing that ever happened to me at the hands of these sociopathic alien assholes – shit, she claims not remember anything of her experience; and she calls me a psycho, for trying to tell her the truth of all that happened to us both – for trying to get her to remember, so that we can somehow work together to free ourselves from these enemies of our world. But she belongs to them. I am hosted. And without her, who I will never win, and maybe even never had to start with, because she belonged to them – with the setup these alien predators have trapped me in, with no ability to get work, no money – and a true story that very few in this world could ever be capable of believing – I don’t know how I will survive over the next days. My girlfriend will appear again – she always does, and always what she does is not through her own will but the will of these fucking predators. She is one of them now. I am all alone, and I don’t know what to do. The only option left to me is not suicide – as these archon would love, and how have engineered so many people into, throughout the span of human history, as a result of their level of control and manipulation, over us, over this computer simulated world we live in. I cannot pay my bills; I cannot get work – so long as I refuse to do what these archontic entities demands of me; I do not want to rely on my girlfriend any longer, for the bonding is too painful, the love one-sided, her personality altered, her heart blackened. I did everything for her at the hands of these bastards – but as I write this now, having already lost everything in my life once before, due to the hidden interference of entities, in the time before I met her, I have absolutely nothing left in my life – except for my hatred of the archon. I do not believe in suicide - unless it be by endura. And by the looks of it now, my girlfriend completely archontically controled, and nobody to turn to who can help me, it looks like endura it may well be.
Everything I have written here is true, whether one accepts it or not. The archon is our enemy. People need to begin waking up to this truth. If you have an encounter with these beings – though I don’t know how you can refuse what is forced on you – do not accept any of the abilities you are given in astral projection; do not use it, do not engage with it in anyway. I will not explain now what it is. Some of you know, some of you do not. It is not a gift, it’s an attempt on their part to gain control over you, mind and body. My girlfriend was lost long before I had my first encounter, for this reason. Sadly, I found out about to late. I cannot say if the relation is true or not, but in my experience with these entities, especially because of the astral projection, I think I may now have a clue to what the following message – a crop circle message, from 2001 – may in fact mean:
“Beware the bearers of false gifts and their broken promises.
Much pain, but still time. Believe there is good out there.
We oppose deception. Conduit closing. 0x07”
This message may be the truth; it may be complete bullshit. What I can say is that, because of my experience with these archontic entities, the loss of my girlfriend, and they way in which I lost her, this message rings true for me; it accords in many ways with own experience, dealing with these archontic entities - the "installed gift" of astral projection, for one; the way in which they can gain complete control over people's minds, especially. These entities are deception; they are predators of the human mind – and body. And, in my ongoing experience, I can say, yes, much pain.
Deftones - Heart/Wires
Crop Circle Warns of False Gifts & Broken Promises
Note: 5\2\2019 - As is the case with other earlier posts of this kind, I find the material to painful and too embarrassing to reread, and so I post this with nothing more than a cursory skim. If I reread it, it's likely that I'll change something, or worse delete something for it being too embarrassing - or even badly written, as much of it, if only because of the circumstances under which it was written. To change or delete anything would defeat the purpose of my having written and posted it in the first place. That is it raw, that it was published at a time when I was under huge pressure and threat and not knowing how to make sense of anything is in and of itself important for illustrating the effects such attacks and love-bite orchestrations have on targeted individuals, so I post it as is without rereading any of it.
Originally posted on FB 10\20\2016
I just wrote this, on-the-fly, in desperation. It is the truth. I know nobody can help me; but maybe reading it - and believing it - will maybe help one of you, someday.
No man should have to suffer all that I have suffered at the hands of the archon, over the past year - over the past decade. Few man would have survived what I have been put through by these predatory parasitic alien entities over the course of the past year.
No man would have suffered the experiences and tests I endured, at the hands of these archontic entities, all in the belief that I was fighting to win back my ex-girlfriend from them, to win her freedom. No man would have suffered and endured the constant abuse she, possessed by them, heaped on me, everyday for nearly a year. No man would have suffered the possibilities of the truth that lay behind all they claimed my girlfriend had done, for them, possessed by them.
Since my encounter with these alien parasitic predatory enemies of all humanity, I have faced death more than a dozen times – I was prepared to die, I began to die, I was brought to the brink of death, I was released from death; I was threatened with being burned to death – to save my girlfriend, and brought to the brink of being burned to death, by them, at least three times. I was tortured by them – tortured! Not in dream, in reality, and in more than one way. I could not even begin to describe to you how this torture occurred, because most would not believe it.
The truth of it is, that for the past year, so many frightening, and at times, thrilling, things have happened to me, at the hands of these archontic entities - everyday – that it would take me the next twenty years to recount it all.
Why do I post it this now? After all I have suffered through for my ex-girlfriend, who I gave my life for countless times, in scenarios these entities had designed to put me through, to test my love and loyalty for her, or, when they came into our room late one evening, it alien guise, to take her, I begged them to take me and spare her, I don’t know what the super-solider program is, but I know what these mother-fuckers have put me through everyday for the past year – and you people would never believe it. But what prompts me to write this now, is not the need to tell of the actual events and tests they made me suffer through – it is to say that every god damned thing I did, I did for my ex-girlfriend more than myself. And the fact is that from the start, she had always been owned – possessed – by them, something I refused to accept. No matter what they archontic entities had put me through, accused my girlfriend of doing, threatened me with suffering – and they threaten me now, in their secret way – as I write this, for writing it. Tonight, for the first time, I said fuck my girlfriend – she has left me here alone again, in a way that none of you will ever understand, unless you have suffered a love-bite played out as a game – a real life game – by these asshole alien predators. The part that hurts me most for all that I suffered is that my girlfriend doesn’t know a single thing that ever happened to me at the hands of these sociopathic alien assholes – shit, she claims not remember anything of her experience; and she calls me a psycho, for trying to tell her the truth of all that happened to us both – for trying to get her to remember, so that we can somehow work together to free ourselves from these enemies of our world. But she belongs to them. I am hosted. And without her, who I will never win, and maybe even never had to start with, because she belonged to them – with the setup these alien predators have trapped me in, with no ability to get work, no money – and a true story that very few in this world could ever be capable of believing – I don’t know how I will survive over the next days. My girlfriend will appear again – she always does, and always what she does is not through her own will but the will of these fucking predators. She is one of them now. I am all alone, and I don’t know what to do. The only option left to me is not suicide – as these archon would love, and how have engineered so many people into, throughout the span of human history, as a result of their level of control and manipulation, over us, over this computer simulated world we live in. I cannot pay my bills; I cannot get work – so long as I refuse to do what these archontic entities demands of me; I do not want to rely on my girlfriend any longer, for the bonding is too painful, the love one-sided, her personality altered, her heart blackened. I did everything for her at the hands of these bastards – but as I write this now, having already lost everything in my life once before, due to the hidden interference of entities, in the time before I met her, I have absolutely nothing left in my life – except for my hatred of the archon. I do not believe in suicide - unless it be by endura. And by the looks of it now, my girlfriend completely archontically controled, and nobody to turn to who can help me, it looks like endura it may well be.
Everything I have written here is true, whether one accepts it or not. The archon is our enemy. People need to begin waking up to this truth. If you have an encounter with these beings – though I don’t know how you can refuse what is forced on you – do not accept any of the abilities you are given in astral projection; do not use it, do not engage with it in anyway. I will not explain now what it is. Some of you know, some of you do not. It is not a gift, it’s an attempt on their part to gain control over you, mind and body. My girlfriend was lost long before I had my first encounter, for this reason. Sadly, I found out about to late. I cannot say if the relation is true or not, but in my experience with these entities, especially because of the astral projection, I think I may now have a clue to what the following message – a crop circle message, from 2001 – may in fact mean:
“Beware the bearers of false gifts and their broken promises.
Much pain, but still time. Believe there is good out there.
We oppose deception. Conduit closing. 0x07”
Deftones - Heart/Wires
Crop Circle Warns of False Gifts & Broken Promises
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