When Twin Flames Escape - Truth or Just Bullshit? Life in the Simulated Reality Matrix (SRM)

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The following is a Deftones song that deals specifically with the subject matter of Twin Flames escaping this horrible world. I think the idea of escape from this world, despite the astral and etheric realms and my experiences - my full-time connection - is nothing but a trap in end, without or without a partner, a soulmate, a lover, a twinflame. I don't mind being wrong though. But I've been through some very intense and painful love-bites that began in the disguise of Twin Flame unions. In my second of these, she and I did - or so it appeared - have many astral flying experiences, but all told the entire experience was archon controlled and negative, especially for me. While she was being taken on astral journeys, the content of which I'm left only guessing at, that - and per archontic suggestion, and only from what I could objectively ascertain from my side of the equation, on appearances (for she was forbidden under penalty of punishment from speaking about - well, anything at all. For those of you who truly understand the love-bite, you should know what I mean.), as we were put through these experiences, were highly sexual in nature, but which soon after the began very quickly degraded into very negative and abusive treatments of her - and me (in both this realm and the astral), which included my having to be a forced participant to her abuse by these entities, which only served as an additional form of psychological abuse on top of all the other forms of abuse she and I were already being subjected to by the archon and their master. But this particular post is about the love bite as portrayed in music, so on to the music....

In any case, the majority of the Deftones work - in fact, nearly all of Chino Moreno's side projects and bands - deal primarily with Twin Flame unions and the Love Bite; often explored to their tragic conclusions, though he does also address the true nature of our world through other esoteric subject matter as well. In fact, check out the Deftones album Gore. From beginning to end the subject matter is nothing but Twin Flame/Love Bite meets Mk Ultra. Rosemary being one of the exceptions, in that it leaves you feeling like together there is hope - that together, your lover beside you - you both have a chance at making it out. That is, that there is hope of escaping this horrible place, that the Hieros Gamos and Yab-Yum are something real, something achievable, something desirable, something of the highest order of achievement and purpose for two human beings in love - and in the end, essentially Good, and not some fucking illusion inverting it.

But is it true? Can we escape this fucking place, and is true love real? I wonder; fuck, do I wonder. I've been in these realms of experience many times, but, alas, always spit out the wrong end, and being left with nothing to believe in but bitter illusions, and continued encounters with the shitty intelligence that seeks to hide itself from the awareness of the majority of the people asleep in this world, while at the same time from its hidden vantage point seeking to manipulate all human activity, love especially - for the worst.  

And for that reason - and, again, not for it being something I want to believe in, or even accept - I've been forced to consider in ways I never could have conceived of before my awakening whether or not real love between men and women truly exists. Yes, I know, for you, you know that love exists for a fact, and you're in love now, and you can prove it to me in countless ways. I get it. I understand - or I should say, understood. I knew that kind of love myself once; many times, in fact. Sadly, however - now - my understanding of the world as it really is - that is, in my knowing first hand and up close the nasty intelligence that lies behind our world, controlling and manipulating it in secret, forces me to have to question whether the love like that - the love like you know (or believe you know; forgive me for saying that) - the same love that I once experienced, and many times in my life, as I said, - and truly believed in - was ever real. Again, though, as I also said, I hope to hell that I'm fucking wrong. Why I might be wrong isn't really the intention of this particular post, though this site in general should do a good job at explaining why pretty much everything we've been taught to believe in about this world, including ourselves in it, amounts to little more than lies built on a foundation of illusions, with all of it being manifested as a result of our being manipulated in very cruel ways by the architects of this place, this world, this thing we call life. Again, though, I do hope to hell that I'm fucking wrong. If I'm going to be wrong about anything I've experienced of this world since my awakening and encounters with the hidden controllers, the architects of this place, then let it be this, for if true love between men and women doesn't exist, there isn't anything in this fucking illusion or in our human existence that is worth anything.

And for the no love theme [though I changed the song I was initially going to use from No Love to No Reentry, but same difference; check out the other song, check out Filter, if your interested, a great band, and doing his part to tell it like it is, as shitty as it is], I'll include another song that deals with this subject directly through the Love Bite [though it could also be written about Trent Reznor, and it being a kind of Megadeth-Metallica situation between them, it would be in this case the love-bite as it is employed in friendships, and don't think it's not. This tune also has the simulation/matrix fully accounted for, as much of Richard Patrick's work with Filter will clearly show to anyone who has eyes to see and ears to hear. And in keeping with the theme of Rosemary and the simulation/matrix, you have an allusion exists, entry, reentry - the astral, the etheric, the prison world that is this allusion we live in which is governed by the hidden controllers who drag through the script in the roles they have assigned us to, though they like to have us believe that it's our own karma that creates the script we live by. Bullshit.

But alone by yourself, together with a partner, whether it be Twin Flame or Love Bite, the whole nature of this XBox like astral adventure within - while living without in a simulation/matrix that mimics real life because it is real life (just not real life as were programmed to misunderstand it)  - along with, in many cases, especially mine, components of MK Ultra training and methodologies being employed alongside the astral adventures (and with MK Ultra as most understand it being only an archetype for what the archon employ as a means to mind controlling and programming everyone on a global matrix level, I call it MKulture.) it amounts nothing more in the end than a harvesting of loosh. Again, I'd fucking love nothing more than to be wrong. Sadly, I doubt that I am. Stay strong. Never give up, even when giving up is all that is left.

Deftones - Rosemary

Filter - No Reentry

5\15\2019

I forgot about this one at the time of the above post. Visually, well, what it portrays is accurate enough. But forward, backward, alone, together - and then, what does it amount to? I think it might just be one big fucking illusion, one that pays the hidden controllers in loosh, and leaves us betrayed. It's far more complicated than this, but I wanted to get this video up. It says a lot with the video and the lyrics.

It also puts me into mind of this final line from the Gospel of Thomas: "(114) Simon Peter said to them, "Mary should leave us, for females are not worthy of life." Jesus said, "See, I am going to attract her to make her male so that she too might become a living spirit that resembles you males. For every female (element) that makes itself male will enter the kingdom of heaven."  This song itself suggests that though a change has taken place, the woman is being challenged for being a questionable companion, or one that though she got what she wanted, failed to give back in return: Do you feel wet? (esoteric, I believe, not sexual) and Do you feel love? (the meaning here, I believe, also esoteric - and fucking sad.)

Deftones - Smile

Crosses - Trophy