The Love Bite & Foreign Installation: Narcissistic Abuse and Human Psychopathology: the Shaping and Control of Human Behavior by the Hidden Controllers of the Simulated Reality Matrix
Disclaimer
Note: this turned into a post that I hadn't intended to write when I sat down, but it came out anyway. I think that what I have to share is extremely important and should be understood. Unfortunately I don't have the time to go back over it and edit as I would like, so I'll let it stand for now. I just hope I managed to make understood subject matter that is extremely difficult to write about with little in the way of precedent to serve as an example of how best to deal with such material.
Note: 5\9\2019. See inclusion of wiki note on fear pheromones at bottom of post.
I can't let this podcast go without stating that for far too long man have been unfairly demonized (reptillianized, you might call it these days) for being violent psychopaths. Having gone through the process of the "divorce business" in America, I had, as my first of what become over a decade of experiences - and still in process - served up to me by the hidden controllers of this world (what I normally call archon, though I'm tending toward unlabeling what they are these days, in an attempt to begin unwriting all the speculative history that we are creating and manifesting when it comes to what our world actually - and for once, this word is being used in proper context, if you understand what I mean - is and what controls it from a hidden vantage point) - was treated to, you might say, my first experience in the role of the violent, sociopathic, drug and alcohol fueled white guy that everyone knows damn well without a doubt did everything he was accused of and more. Well, truth was, I did none of the things I was accused of, and the portrait that was pained of me was the product of a long and unchecked smear campaign against the men of this world, not just America. The how and why of it, though it stems from the programming they pump into our brains, especially in fucking America, is far too intricate and complicated to explain in a simple blog post. It's something that I hope to tackle (vioent word pun intended) at the dissertation level, once I fully and finally have earned the right to intelligently and objectively open my fucking mouth and speak on behalf of men - and women - in the context of how we are abused within this box we call the world, by beings that are more intelligent (though, seemingly, not always) than we are - and a right I've earned thus far and almost fully for having fought these mother-fuckers tooth and nail (more violence punning, haha) for my own sovereignty, and doing so from an as sceptical and objective standpoint as is humanly possible (and this cliche, here, being used for perhaps the first time in the truest sense of its meaning) so that, perhaps, seeing it more clearly in the recent days and weeks, I can begin from the vantage point of my own experiences and knowledge - which match in similarity most if not all of the experiences I'm yet to hear from anyone in regard to the phenomena of this world as well as encounters with the intelligence responsible for this phenomena, and in many ways exceeds the knowledge and experience I've yet to hear from anyone willing to openly speak about what they encountered - do my best unravel and unwrite much of the muddle we have been manifesting in regard to what the fuck this world really is and what stands behind it: well, I should say, to do so in regard to the phenomena that the intelligence that controls and serves up this world (whatever this world might actually be, a simulation of some kind being the closest approximation) creates for individuals it/they want to come forward and profess what they know ahead of the awakening of other individuals on a mass scale. In essence, as more people begin to wake up, have experiences, read the unchecked, unobjectively weighed subjective experiences of those who came before them, these newly awakened individuals only serve to further pollute and already polluted Collective Consciousness that, along with the ring-in-nose guidance given to us by our hidden controllers, we Human Beings are responsible for manifesting. We live in a world of lies for reason, and much of it is our own fucking faults - but not completely, because we've been manipulated, taken advantage of, used and abused due to our own ignorance, naivete, greed, envy, bla bla bla, and, most of all, cowardice. [Yes, the Foreign Installation that Castaneda speaks of - which is a part of each and every-fucking-one of us, all the more those who believe themselves awakened and above it all for having sat around fucking meditating and listening to The Beach Boys - AND - pointing fingers at others [a huge part of the problem I was just alluding too) for their being hosted and/or whatever other fucking terms we have created these days for what Cataneda pointed out simply and accurately - ego, the FI, the direct pipeline - joystick is better - that the hidden controllers have in and over our lives here (wherever the fuck here is) - is in a large part for our shitty behavior as human beings, but that's because many of us Human Beings have fucking allowed this parasitic installation that is given to us at a very early age, if not at birth, to overrule and override our innate human qualities. I can't make it anymore simple than this. If you don't believe me, then its your ass that is going to hang over the fire in the end (pun, again, intended). That is, if Plato is right in the Republic. If not, than this every man and woman for themselves - joysticked, of course, by their Foreign Installation - free-for-all fucking mess not only goes unchecked, unpunished but is actively encouraged by our hidden controllers so that we can continue to pollute the fuck out of the Collective Conscious. But, there you have it, if that is the case, then we are being given all the rope we need to destroy ourselves, and as all of us can see, we're doing a damn fine job at it. Now, if only we could all wake the fuck up and dispense with all the speculation on the propaganda phenomena so that instead we can zero in on the fact that a hidden intelligence is watching, manipulating, and breeding us - and serving up tones of bullshit experiences and lies so as to keep us distracted, keep us chasing our own fucking tails (esoteric pun intended there) so that we don't turn suddenly and looking through all the bullshit - stare them down! Call them out, no matter what possible retaliation they might level at us collectively - and maybe to annihilate us all, they'll drop a great deluge from the sky above and drown us all. Fuck um, then. Wake the fuck up people and stop running in circles with this shit. See and understand what the fuck is going on and start working together. Fuck your making a living, if that's your platform, because in the end, not only are you fucking yourself - your fucking all of us out here trying to unfuck things for everyone.
I've since lost my original point, but I'm glade I got that out. My original point is that this podcast - and I don't doubt that this happened to this woman, in fact, I fucking well know it, because I've been through it more time than anybody - consciously, and I would add - by selection, just so I'd be given the necessary hard one, hard earned (and, given the shit I've suffered, won and earned are deplorable terms, but the best I can come up with in the moment) experience and knowledge in, especially the love-bite and MK Ultra, among others highly fucked experiences, ones that would cause most people to blow out their own minds after having their minds blown by what can be done to us, here and now, plain as a matrix day, and not in astral, dreams, or while tripping on fucking Ayawaska - that was, hard earned experience so that I've been given the schooling and education to be able to subjectively and objectively put forward my opinion in regard - Ill it here, programs of programming - to the love-bite and other such programs and phenomena; and I will add, the love-bite is not the exception but the rule when it comes to male/female relations.
Anyway, need to wrap this up. My point was this, we need to start being more cautious on the ways in which we demonize men, not that this deserved and designed and orchestrated backlash against patriarchy has been implemented by the hidden controllers. What has been lost in the decades of programming that's been shoved down our fucking throats (violence pun, yet again) about violent, abuse, misogynistic men - especially those housed in white colored vehicles (the Buddhists were brilliant with that characterization, were they not?) - is that the violence of women is more malicious and malevolent for it being so insidious and the epitomy of all things gas lighting for the violence being not physical but mental, emotional and psychological against those man who have been targeted, abused, and destroyed by it, historically (if history has any real relevance beyond at some point being nothing more than backstory), and more often than not, suffering it in silence, and worse for having it inverted on them, and suffering for being the accused psychopath when in fact they were the entire time the victim.
Now that said, what I say is in no way intended to counter-attack women. Its just a simple fact - a truth that needs to be acknowledge by everyone. The hardest thing for me to explain, and which I touched upon above, is that we are all - men and women - victims of a divide and conquer agenda. I would also go so far to say that this agenda is steeped in experiments and studies of human nature. We know the source, because I already pointed the source out - our hidden controllers. [And maybe they cloak themselves in reptillian Halloween costumes - I've seen them, I've seen one of my ex-gf love-bites faced holographically overclocked with a reptillian face one evening in bed, in the early days of my experience with out controllers - but seeing, at least for me, is not believing, even when I was close enough to punch one in the mouth (again more violence, but I come from a long history of American programming and films, films, films - and literature, of course). Again that's just my point - it really makes not fucking difference what they are or what they look like. That we know something hides from us and manipulates and abuses us is enough - enough at least for us to dispense with all the bullshit speculation and rather get down to figuring how to fight back - or more accurately perhaps, to stop fighting one another, as our hidden controllers attend via their divide and conquer agenda.
And, as I've said, the source of all of our troubles begins and fucking ends with the Foreign Installation (FI) - and don't be lazy, fucking look it up yourself, and know it for a certain truth. We are raised and trained by our FI, and some of us without even knowing it, fight our FI for our entire lives, and if you're a highly intuitive person, you know what I mean. Also, though I believe Jung was right in many ways about the shadow, which essentially is the FI, fully integrating it, especially nowadays, is not the correct things to do, because loaded into the Collective FI, if you will, are programs geared to achieving the agenda of the hidden ones. High on the list of this agenda is sexual reprogramming. And we can all see how effectively sexual reorientation has infiltrated and reformatted (I can help but use that word) humanity. I say that again, like the above statement, as a matter of fact, and in no way has anything to do with my personal views about gays and lesbians, which in fact I've never held any prejudice towards - to each their own. But now that I better understand what has been taking place - done to humanity is the best way to put it - I have reconsider my views on gays and lesbians, not in prejudicial sense but in the sense that I know we as human beings have been intentionally tampered with, and to such a degree that includes the alteration and manipulation of our DNA. As I said earlier, they seek to divide and conquer us, and if they can do so by breeding us out of male/female relationships they will do so - fuck, they've been doing it, and for a very long time. As Max Spiers rightly pointed out, they are trying to kill love, kill the human heart. And by that, I'm not saying that gays and lesbians are responsible for that, I'm saying that these tendencies have been biologically and culturally bred into us, and for those of us when either does not take or is not possible, they attempt to forcibly reprogram us to accept their sexual reorientation programming.
Anyway, I digressed as usual, but at least I'm getting down what needs to be heard and understood. But to backtrack, it is the FI within us that is responsible for the abuse that takes place when the love-bite is orchestrated - or in the case of long term relationships, activated if one or both individuals begin to wake up. You can blame it on reptiles all you want - and you could be right. But as I said, what's behind it is less important than the fact we are being targeted and abused by something, so our main focus should be on finding ways to extricate ourselves from such abuse and prevent future targeting. In no way, not by a long shot, an easy task, not least of all because in fighting back, we are all monitored, our every thought known, every moment of our personal history recorded - and we are all joysticked, some more, some less, depending on our value as human tools (e.g. a sex agent, love-bite partner, sexual predator, disinformation agent, or just a plain dick - or jane), or depending on the level of threat our awakening posses toward these hidden controllers. Jesus said (if he in fact he ever said anything at all) turn the other cheek for a fucking reason - that reason is the FI in all of us. That potential shitty psychopathic nature that Castaneda writes about is in each and every one of us, no exceptions - and the more especially in those most awakened and pointing fingers, to some degree, myself included, but I'm a student and still undergoing my studies, so I need to make such mistakes in order to learn how to correct them - and the reason for this is because they unintentionally and unconsciously serve the agenda of the hidden ones, when necessary, through what they speak and report. The same could be said in my case too, in what I write here. But the difference between someone like me and others, is that I've known about the FI for many years now, I've been tasked with battling my own FI, and struggling to discern my own true thoughts and voice from the FI overlay that since childhood has tried to insinuate and integrate itself into my psyche, or the psyche being a close enough approximation in this moment to get my point across. I'm not yet free of my FI - yet. But I know it well now, and it's, well, literally (in the literal script-written world) a program in my head, one that I ignore with discernment, or observe with disdain. The question is, what the fuck is the FI really? Is it a real natural intelligence of some kind or is it essentially sentient AI? I have my theories, but I won't go into them now, though I will say that I lean toward AI. I should also point out, though I'm not going to go into detail about it here, that this FI not only acts as a separate intelligence distinct from our own true nature, personality, will, and voice, one that tries to cloak itself in such a way as to attempt to integrate itself in such a way that we take it for a part of our own true nature, personality, will and voice - but, and this is a disturbing fact, like or not, but the FI extends to having physiological control our bodies, are human vehicles. And this is were not being a fucking coward comes into play, if the hidden controllers want to stop your heart - and in doing so, make sure that you know what they are doing to you as they do it - they can. I know because I had it done to me more times than I care to remember in my early encounters with them. Further, this physiological capability on the part of the hidden controllers extends to their fucking with you in sexual ways, they can make women orgasm, they can make go limp - and they do it all the time, most especially those not awakened. To take it even fucking further, the back pain epidemic, and other mysteries medical disorders, such as fibromyalgia, that doctors are at a loss to diagnose, let alone treat, and which in the end leaves the patient confused and doubting themselves, even though they rightly know they're afflicted with real and painful disorder, is something that is induced via the FI implanted in all of us, as I said, if not from birth, then in early childhood. This simple accurate statement on my part is - or should be - world changing, it being more important than any news story and headline ever written. Yet here it sits buried at the end of this very long blog post where likely it will go unrecognized, unheeded, ignored, forgotten. But there are many many pieces of such staggeringly important truths that would absolutely demolish the foundations of the majority of human institutions but for their being completely ignored by the sleeping and considered to be preposterous. Take for example one the most important authors in all of human history, Philip K. Dick. He held a press conference in 1977 where the simple truth he stated should have shaken humanity to its core. He said:
"I in my stories and novels sometimes write about counterfeit worlds. Semi-real worlds as well as deranged private worlds, inhabited often by just one person…. At no time did I have a theoretical or conscious explanation for my preoccupation with these pluriform pseudo-worlds, but now I think I understand. What I was sensing was the manifold of partially actualized realities lying tangent to what evidently is the most actualized one—the one that the majority of us, by consensus gentium, agree on." And pairing this down, he said, "we live in a computer-programmed reality."
What I'm pointing out, and based on what Carlos Castaneda, another great Human Being and important figure in human history (again, sans that part of our history that might not amount to more than just backstory) first brought to everyone's attention through his writings, and explaining it in plain, simple, to-the-point language, is that we are not only living in a computer-programmed reality, but within this reality, we are being programmed and controlled via our individual Foreign Installations, think of it kind of like an ankle monitor given to us at birth, or a very early age, except instead of it being on our ankles its in our brains, and its purpose is far more sinister than just being used as a monitoring device. It's used to mind-control us, to regulate our physiology, to interfere with our sexual functioning, or to pervert our sexuality through the many ways that having controls over our minds and bodies can be used to subvert our minds, our psyche, our personality, our proclivities - it used to divide and conquer us by turning us against one another, and more often than not, with us doing so to the other unconsciously. Think of it as being gas-lighted while also being the gas-lighter yourself. It also explains a certain aspect of gangstalking, though gangstalking as program and phenomena is far more complicated and intricate to explain, with this only being one small but very important component of it.
I will sum it up here, but hopefully I will soon get the chance to write about the Foreign Installation, the love-bite, Mk Ultra and other programs and phenomena employed against us in this world in detail, as close to scholarship as I can achieve. Which reminds me, we do not exist in a school, and this place is not a game either, at least not in the way that individuals - tools, remember, mostly unconscious, but some fully conscious of their fuckery - are serving it up these days so that it is taken to mean, be solipsistic, greedy, a user of others, do as thou will, for its just a game, just a school, and so nothing matters - I've got my back, watch your own. But, in keeping with what Jesus may or may not have said, when we are told he said, turn the other cheek - we now know, because of the FI, what Buddha meant when he said all Human Beings suffer, so when individuals start spewing propaganda like this place is just a game, just a school, and start living life as if it is, it will only lead to the increased suffering of others, and divide and conquer agenda will have advanced that much closer to conquered, division achieved, male/female relationships, love, the human heart, humanity crushed out.
Lastly, and I've pointed this out in other posts, what we understand MK Ultra to be, and employed at the level of country and government, is simply an archetype of a world wide (well, matrix world wide) system of human control, and as I've said, employing mind-control and physiological/bodily manipulation to the point of our being joysticked by our hidden controllers [which, here, suggests, that though I said we aren't in a game, does suggest that we are the game. We are, almost without any doubt whatsoever, being studied and experimented on. But this is another sinister aspect of our existence to be discussed another time.] - and our being joysticked via our FI is the best reason to dispense with finger pointing that singles out others as hosted individuals, hybrids, reptillians, assholes, you name it. It is a tactic and method of divide and conquer that promotes disinformation and propaganda through the generally well intentioned aim of individuals who share with others the experiences of their awakening. However, because certain aspects of such experiences are undeniably real, certain beliefs are inculcated in individuals as a result of these subjectively real but largely unexplained phenomena experiences (unexplained in the sense that larger pieces of the puzzle, wider contexts, and the breadth of experiences overall is lacking for most individuals who are, so to speak, delivered up boxed experiences - for example, MILAB, love-bite, alien abduction, space program, MK Ultra victim, alien channeling, paranormal activity victim, gangstalking/targeted individual, etc - and so, because of the subjectively, and also more or less objectively, real experiences the individual undergoes and takes for truth (and it is a truth, in kind, but often far from the whole truth, just a splinter in the scheme of things, and scheme is about as accurate a word as can be used to describe what it is we are subjected to), the individual runs with what they've been given, believing it as the be all, end all, of how things are, and no evidence to the contrary would convince them reconsider what the believe in light of new information. For the reptillian people, we live in a world controlled by shapeshifting reptillians and nothing will ever convince them to reconsider or change their believe - because they saw it, because they experienced it. But therein, according to my belief, lies the trick. I've seen and encountered the reptillian; in my love-bite experiences the women I've been with along with myself have been subjected to various kinds of abuse that is generally lumped into a categorey that holds reptillians responsible. But, as I've said already, I have more than enough reason not to buy into this completely. I'm not saying these experiences don't happen, they most fucking certainly do. To my mind, the reptillian experience exists and is widely used because it works extremely well as a kind of counterpropaganda against what is for all intents and purposes real but is treated by the majority of the world [matrix world, which reminds of the possibility that "world's" population might not be anywhere near 8 billion, and could even realistically though not likely dip below a million; but just throwing this out because it came to mind and needs to be considered and addressed by the most knowledgeable [k-now-ledgeable; something about the word "Now" has come to irk me in recent months though I can't put my finger on exactly why. It is not just that it spells "won." It seems somehow a loaded word, and somehow counterfeit to how I'd come to understand it through Zen and Buddhism. It almost seems like keynote or trigger word, especially when thing of books like The Power of Now. But I digress - again.]. Just for a quick example, I think David Icke loses an even larger audience for his labeling our hidden controllers as reptillian. Even if they are, it would better serve us all to first wake people up and get them onboard by proving to them that we human beings are not at the top of the food chain and that we are controlled by a hidden intelligence. To insist that this intelligence is reptillian hurts us and helps our abusive captors. Anyway, to return to my main point. Singling out individuals and finger pointing them for being hosted - or, for fuck's sake - or singling them out and labeling them anything from the host of ideas and concepts existing with the "awakened community" is a very bad idea. It creates an entire Us and Them belief that feeds suspicion and paranoia in ways that often don't really exist. I know this from my own first hand experiences; it also remains something I'm subjected to almost daily in an attempt to get me to bite; and many many times in my experiences I've jumped to conclusions only to find out shortly afterwards that I was completely, naively and hypocritically wrong - and what was served up to me was served up to me in such a way to make me understand the flaws in my own thinking.
That said, there exists many strong reasons to believe in Us and Them as real, objective truth. Shit, the existence of FI is or does create Us and Them, but by the nature of how it works, to conceive of it as such is wrought with difficulties that would cause more harm than good; and remember, all these situations we are dealing with have never before been encountered in human history, so this is completely unexplored territory where in trying to understand this new knowledge which is yet to be widely encountered and studied by us as a species we have only the watered down archetypes that have been given to us based on higher forms of experience that until only recently remain largely unknown to us. So without getting into the exact reasons, aside from FI, why Us and Them is very very convincing, and though I have myself at times vented my feelings in an us and them manner, I still remain hesitant to state it as absolute fact, despite evidence that is certainly strong. I suppose I remain on the fence here because being wrong could be far more harmful than my failing to be right. Everything in human history tells us why on anything having to do with beliefs of us and them, if we were to make the mistake because the mistake was given to us intentionally by the hidden controllers in order that we make the mistake could be fraught with the unfolding of unimaginable horrors for us in the future. The irony of this, of course, is that the hidden ones exist, the FI exists, and is within us all, and so right here Us and Them exists; it exists too because of AI, assuming the hidden controllers aren't themselves a form of AI, this includes FI too. But the problem becomes a problem when it comes to telling one human being apart from another. Here is were history proves how badly we've fucked up [FI as a major factor, but not to the extent that we have no responsibility, even for not knowing what we could never have know until now. It coming down to intuition and lack of cowardice, but this extremely complicated topic best addressed some other time. But in judging human being to human being, we are faced with some very potentially frightening scenarios. Nonetheless, keeping Buddha in mind is the best strategy: we all suffer, human beings or otherwise [and, as I just said, otherwise still remains to be proven; and even if proven, we all suffer might remain valid, for even AI is could potentially be prone to suffering. I'm not suggesting the "otherwise" is AI, I'm just saying it's something that must be considered if such were to be the case.] The point to be taken here is, consider first and foremost that you yourself are a host - because you are! You are a host yourself, no matter who you are, and more especially if the existence of the Foreign Installation is only something you're encountering now for the first time. For those of us who do know what it is, we've been battling it from the moment we first learned of its horrible existence. So be careful with the kind of finger pointing you do, unless you yourself have come to recognize the FI in you, have done battle with it, defeated it, and found a way to remove it completely and permanently, because, otherwise, in ways that are best explained by means of gaslighting methodologies in conjunction with the divide and conquer agenda, you could be causing great harm to many individuals. Keep the Republic in mind too, for in this world, the way things works is that often very good, kind, courageous people, man and women alike, are accused of being guilty of thing they haven't done or said, useless from the standpoint of others who believe they work hard, and freeloaders from the point of view of those who tend to be greedy or tightfisted - and have no clue whatsoever about this world REALLY works; and how certain highly targeted individuals such as myself are targeted heavily and in such ways for a reason - because we pose a threat to the hidden controllers and their agenda, divide and conquer first and foremost. So when those who think they know speak, but do so from a point that tries to separate the wheat from the chaff without really truly understanding either beyond one's personal peeves and prejudices, it can cause a lot of problems for some very good people, and it could cause many problems for not so good people who could with the right help become better.
Much of what is addressed in this podcast, especially the elements of cross-dressing, rape fantasy, and general sexual abuse is for the most part standard procedure used in MK Ultra programming, as carried out by the archon/hidden controllers. In fact, there exists a very perverted and demented obsession on the part of the archon/demiurge [to use this label for lack of other terms, for whatever historical ideas/beliefs we attribute to these entities, the fact remains that they exist, and the nature and psychology which I attribute to them is true.] The other issue I have, is that smell is vibration, and smell is used as a means to control and manipulate the dynamics of these kinds of relationships, most especially because women more so than men regulate their feelings and level of attraction to their mates based on smell, pheromones. At the point in the relationship when these entities seek to turn one or bother partners off from the other, smell is one of the first methodologies employed. Without going into detail, along with the above themes, prostitution - women and prostitutes, the whore of Babylon, is essentially a classic theme employed by these entities in love bite pairings. In my second, and also in my most recently ended love bite, the smell of fish sauce was used as a trigger to invoke the prostitute theme in my mind, and to brand both of my former partners as prostitutes in their mind. Explained as simply as I do it here, I'm sure what I'm saying sounds completely ridiculous but I assure you that such methodologies are employed by these entities in the love bite, and in cases such as ours, it all the more disturbing when they employ it openly with the intention that you know what they are doing and why they are doing it.
In general, that is overall, much of this podcast is biased in such a way that it discredits and taints the unemployed, down trodden, the homeless, the destitute, people with alcohol or drug problems, men in general - and any person who might smell badly or have B.O. I've already told you that these entities do employ smell to effect changes in mood, to divide and conquer within a love relationship, and to cause psychological traumas of various kinds for one thinking and feeling that smell, in the case of my former relationships, this was a major form of abuse that was leveled against her, and put her in socially traumatic situations for feeling like she smelled in various ways and that others likewise believed she smelled; I've gone through it too, and in my homeless situation its something that I often have to deal with in various ways, not all of them true, if you understand what I just explained. So my point here is, as in many other things discussed in this podcast, that is irresponsible to state that someone is pedophile - or anything else for that matter - because of the way they smell. Individuals can be made to smell a certain way to others when in "reality" they don't smell, or there exists no actual reality based circumstances for them to smell as they do. Intentional or not, and likely unintentional, I would expect more objectivity when discussing topics such as this one, because the subjective standpoint - essentially the tone of this discussion - which fails to fully address the extent to which these entities can manipulate our realities, manipulate individuals (even abusers), and micro-manage the staged realities the orchestrate to target individuals they perceive to be a threat does a disservice to those who have gone through or are currently embroiled in an ongoing love bite, and generally encourages prejudice and unfair judgement from those who have little understanding of how our reality actually works and what forces lie behind it, all the more worse for the thought-forms it creates for newly awakened individuals who happen to stumble upon this particular podcast as their first source of information in regard to the love bite. And shit, I'd hate - being in the situation that I am - running into someone who'd just listened this podcast, for my personal situation would instantly make suspect in their eyes, and the information I share about my experiences suspect too, and that would be harmful for many people, least of all myself.
I'm including the Slipknot video for Snuff because it deals in this short video-film with the way in which the prostitution theme and cross dressing - and things a bit more esoteric - are employed in love bite orchestrations, and in its way should clarify some of things discussed in this podcast that could have been said in a less prejudicial manner, which assumes that the failure to articulate a deeper understanding of this particular subject matter was inadvertently overlooked. And, as for depicting the various themes employed by the hidden controllers in the orchestration of love bites, there are numerous songs and videos that deal with these subjects. What one should keep in mind, in the love-bite as well as in other orchestrations that are enacted on targeted individuals [perhaps, in some instances, initiates] by the hidden controllers employ archetypes (Jungian, Jospeh Campbell, etc) taken from the myths, literature, poetry, and songs of humanity. Poverty, homelessness, and such like being a very commonly employed theme, so for those who fail to understand the nature and plight of the homeless - or individuals who are judged in one way or another to not be money earners, or who eschew for whatever the reason, be it circumstance or intention, the Protestant work ethic should never be judged for the station in life, to do so is philistinism at the highest level and the surest sign that one is nowhere close to be awakened - and certainly not enlightened. In fact, anyone who fails to understand the nature of money and how it is employed in this world to cement in the minds of those who are here the illusion of life that the hidden controllers want you to buy into so that not only do you become stuck here for not having a proper understanding of how money operates in your own life, but you can cause others difficulty in reaching such understanding themselves for your having imposed your own prejudicial views about work and money on them in such a way that it prevents them from reaching and understanding that they might have otherwise discovered had they not been persuaded by hearing wrong views at the wrong time. Like the Chinese proverb says, "When the wrong man uses the right means, the right means work in a wrong way." All the more important to keep in mind when it comes to informing others about the true nature of our reality and the difficulties and traps encountered during the awakening process.
I'm also including here the video for Palm's Mission Sunset which deals in both the lyrics and video with themes encountered in love bite scenarios, this one being infidelity, betrayal, suicide, and even homelessness. The way in which this video is filmed, the style the director employs to depict the various scenes, including the colors employed throughout the video, are highly telling, again, for lack of a better term. I'd even suggest contemplating the films meaning if watched in reverse.
Fear Pheromones in Humans
"Evidence of chemosensory alarm signals in humans has emerged slowly: Although alarm pheromones have not been physically isolated and their chemical structures have not been identified in humans so far, there is evidence for their presence. Androstadienone, for example, a steroidal, endogenous odorant, is a pheromone candidate found in human sweat, axillary hair and plasma. The closely related compound androstenone is involved in communicating dominance, aggression or competition; sex hormone influences on androstenone perception in humans showed a high testosterone level related to heightened androstenone sensitivity in men, a high testosterone level related to unhappiness in response to androstenone in men, and a high estradiol level related to disliking of androstenone in women."
The Love-Bite Portrayed in Video and Lyrics
Note: this turned into a post that I hadn't intended to write when I sat down, but it came out anyway. I think that what I have to share is extremely important and should be understood. Unfortunately I don't have the time to go back over it and edit as I would like, so I'll let it stand for now. I just hope I managed to make understood subject matter that is extremely difficult to write about with little in the way of precedent to serve as an example of how best to deal with such material.
Note: 5\9\2019. See inclusion of wiki note on fear pheromones at bottom of post.
I can't let this podcast go without stating that for far too long man have been unfairly demonized (reptillianized, you might call it these days) for being violent psychopaths. Having gone through the process of the "divorce business" in America, I had, as my first of what become over a decade of experiences - and still in process - served up to me by the hidden controllers of this world (what I normally call archon, though I'm tending toward unlabeling what they are these days, in an attempt to begin unwriting all the speculative history that we are creating and manifesting when it comes to what our world actually - and for once, this word is being used in proper context, if you understand what I mean - is and what controls it from a hidden vantage point) - was treated to, you might say, my first experience in the role of the violent, sociopathic, drug and alcohol fueled white guy that everyone knows damn well without a doubt did everything he was accused of and more. Well, truth was, I did none of the things I was accused of, and the portrait that was pained of me was the product of a long and unchecked smear campaign against the men of this world, not just America. The how and why of it, though it stems from the programming they pump into our brains, especially in fucking America, is far too intricate and complicated to explain in a simple blog post. It's something that I hope to tackle (vioent word pun intended) at the dissertation level, once I fully and finally have earned the right to intelligently and objectively open my fucking mouth and speak on behalf of men - and women - in the context of how we are abused within this box we call the world, by beings that are more intelligent (though, seemingly, not always) than we are - and a right I've earned thus far and almost fully for having fought these mother-fuckers tooth and nail (more violence punning, haha) for my own sovereignty, and doing so from an as sceptical and objective standpoint as is humanly possible (and this cliche, here, being used for perhaps the first time in the truest sense of its meaning) so that, perhaps, seeing it more clearly in the recent days and weeks, I can begin from the vantage point of my own experiences and knowledge - which match in similarity most if not all of the experiences I'm yet to hear from anyone in regard to the phenomena of this world as well as encounters with the intelligence responsible for this phenomena, and in many ways exceeds the knowledge and experience I've yet to hear from anyone willing to openly speak about what they encountered - do my best unravel and unwrite much of the muddle we have been manifesting in regard to what the fuck this world really is and what stands behind it: well, I should say, to do so in regard to the phenomena that the intelligence that controls and serves up this world (whatever this world might actually be, a simulation of some kind being the closest approximation) creates for individuals it/they want to come forward and profess what they know ahead of the awakening of other individuals on a mass scale. In essence, as more people begin to wake up, have experiences, read the unchecked, unobjectively weighed subjective experiences of those who came before them, these newly awakened individuals only serve to further pollute and already polluted Collective Consciousness that, along with the ring-in-nose guidance given to us by our hidden controllers, we Human Beings are responsible for manifesting. We live in a world of lies for reason, and much of it is our own fucking faults - but not completely, because we've been manipulated, taken advantage of, used and abused due to our own ignorance, naivete, greed, envy, bla bla bla, and, most of all, cowardice. [Yes, the Foreign Installation that Castaneda speaks of - which is a part of each and every-fucking-one of us, all the more those who believe themselves awakened and above it all for having sat around fucking meditating and listening to The Beach Boys - AND - pointing fingers at others [a huge part of the problem I was just alluding too) for their being hosted and/or whatever other fucking terms we have created these days for what Cataneda pointed out simply and accurately - ego, the FI, the direct pipeline - joystick is better - that the hidden controllers have in and over our lives here (wherever the fuck here is) - is in a large part for our shitty behavior as human beings, but that's because many of us Human Beings have fucking allowed this parasitic installation that is given to us at a very early age, if not at birth, to overrule and override our innate human qualities. I can't make it anymore simple than this. If you don't believe me, then its your ass that is going to hang over the fire in the end (pun, again, intended). That is, if Plato is right in the Republic. If not, than this every man and woman for themselves - joysticked, of course, by their Foreign Installation - free-for-all fucking mess not only goes unchecked, unpunished but is actively encouraged by our hidden controllers so that we can continue to pollute the fuck out of the Collective Conscious. But, there you have it, if that is the case, then we are being given all the rope we need to destroy ourselves, and as all of us can see, we're doing a damn fine job at it. Now, if only we could all wake the fuck up and dispense with all the speculation on the propaganda phenomena so that instead we can zero in on the fact that a hidden intelligence is watching, manipulating, and breeding us - and serving up tones of bullshit experiences and lies so as to keep us distracted, keep us chasing our own fucking tails (esoteric pun intended there) so that we don't turn suddenly and looking through all the bullshit - stare them down! Call them out, no matter what possible retaliation they might level at us collectively - and maybe to annihilate us all, they'll drop a great deluge from the sky above and drown us all. Fuck um, then. Wake the fuck up people and stop running in circles with this shit. See and understand what the fuck is going on and start working together. Fuck your making a living, if that's your platform, because in the end, not only are you fucking yourself - your fucking all of us out here trying to unfuck things for everyone.
I've since lost my original point, but I'm glade I got that out. My original point is that this podcast - and I don't doubt that this happened to this woman, in fact, I fucking well know it, because I've been through it more time than anybody - consciously, and I would add - by selection, just so I'd be given the necessary hard one, hard earned (and, given the shit I've suffered, won and earned are deplorable terms, but the best I can come up with in the moment) experience and knowledge in, especially the love-bite and MK Ultra, among others highly fucked experiences, ones that would cause most people to blow out their own minds after having their minds blown by what can be done to us, here and now, plain as a matrix day, and not in astral, dreams, or while tripping on fucking Ayawaska - that was, hard earned experience so that I've been given the schooling and education to be able to subjectively and objectively put forward my opinion in regard - Ill it here, programs of programming - to the love-bite and other such programs and phenomena; and I will add, the love-bite is not the exception but the rule when it comes to male/female relations.
Anyway, need to wrap this up. My point was this, we need to start being more cautious on the ways in which we demonize men, not that this deserved and designed and orchestrated backlash against patriarchy has been implemented by the hidden controllers. What has been lost in the decades of programming that's been shoved down our fucking throats (violence pun, yet again) about violent, abuse, misogynistic men - especially those housed in white colored vehicles (the Buddhists were brilliant with that characterization, were they not?) - is that the violence of women is more malicious and malevolent for it being so insidious and the epitomy of all things gas lighting for the violence being not physical but mental, emotional and psychological against those man who have been targeted, abused, and destroyed by it, historically (if history has any real relevance beyond at some point being nothing more than backstory), and more often than not, suffering it in silence, and worse for having it inverted on them, and suffering for being the accused psychopath when in fact they were the entire time the victim.
Now that said, what I say is in no way intended to counter-attack women. Its just a simple fact - a truth that needs to be acknowledge by everyone. The hardest thing for me to explain, and which I touched upon above, is that we are all - men and women - victims of a divide and conquer agenda. I would also go so far to say that this agenda is steeped in experiments and studies of human nature. We know the source, because I already pointed the source out - our hidden controllers. [And maybe they cloak themselves in reptillian Halloween costumes - I've seen them, I've seen one of my ex-gf love-bites faced holographically overclocked with a reptillian face one evening in bed, in the early days of my experience with out controllers - but seeing, at least for me, is not believing, even when I was close enough to punch one in the mouth (again more violence, but I come from a long history of American programming and films, films, films - and literature, of course). Again that's just my point - it really makes not fucking difference what they are or what they look like. That we know something hides from us and manipulates and abuses us is enough - enough at least for us to dispense with all the bullshit speculation and rather get down to figuring how to fight back - or more accurately perhaps, to stop fighting one another, as our hidden controllers attend via their divide and conquer agenda.
And, as I've said, the source of all of our troubles begins and fucking ends with the Foreign Installation (FI) - and don't be lazy, fucking look it up yourself, and know it for a certain truth. We are raised and trained by our FI, and some of us without even knowing it, fight our FI for our entire lives, and if you're a highly intuitive person, you know what I mean. Also, though I believe Jung was right in many ways about the shadow, which essentially is the FI, fully integrating it, especially nowadays, is not the correct things to do, because loaded into the Collective FI, if you will, are programs geared to achieving the agenda of the hidden ones. High on the list of this agenda is sexual reprogramming. And we can all see how effectively sexual reorientation has infiltrated and reformatted (I can help but use that word) humanity. I say that again, like the above statement, as a matter of fact, and in no way has anything to do with my personal views about gays and lesbians, which in fact I've never held any prejudice towards - to each their own. But now that I better understand what has been taking place - done to humanity is the best way to put it - I have reconsider my views on gays and lesbians, not in prejudicial sense but in the sense that I know we as human beings have been intentionally tampered with, and to such a degree that includes the alteration and manipulation of our DNA. As I said earlier, they seek to divide and conquer us, and if they can do so by breeding us out of male/female relationships they will do so - fuck, they've been doing it, and for a very long time. As Max Spiers rightly pointed out, they are trying to kill love, kill the human heart. And by that, I'm not saying that gays and lesbians are responsible for that, I'm saying that these tendencies have been biologically and culturally bred into us, and for those of us when either does not take or is not possible, they attempt to forcibly reprogram us to accept their sexual reorientation programming.
Anyway, I digressed as usual, but at least I'm getting down what needs to be heard and understood. But to backtrack, it is the FI within us that is responsible for the abuse that takes place when the love-bite is orchestrated - or in the case of long term relationships, activated if one or both individuals begin to wake up. You can blame it on reptiles all you want - and you could be right. But as I said, what's behind it is less important than the fact we are being targeted and abused by something, so our main focus should be on finding ways to extricate ourselves from such abuse and prevent future targeting. In no way, not by a long shot, an easy task, not least of all because in fighting back, we are all monitored, our every thought known, every moment of our personal history recorded - and we are all joysticked, some more, some less, depending on our value as human tools (e.g. a sex agent, love-bite partner, sexual predator, disinformation agent, or just a plain dick - or jane), or depending on the level of threat our awakening posses toward these hidden controllers. Jesus said (if he in fact he ever said anything at all) turn the other cheek for a fucking reason - that reason is the FI in all of us. That potential shitty psychopathic nature that Castaneda writes about is in each and every one of us, no exceptions - and the more especially in those most awakened and pointing fingers, to some degree, myself included, but I'm a student and still undergoing my studies, so I need to make such mistakes in order to learn how to correct them - and the reason for this is because they unintentionally and unconsciously serve the agenda of the hidden ones, when necessary, through what they speak and report. The same could be said in my case too, in what I write here. But the difference between someone like me and others, is that I've known about the FI for many years now, I've been tasked with battling my own FI, and struggling to discern my own true thoughts and voice from the FI overlay that since childhood has tried to insinuate and integrate itself into my psyche, or the psyche being a close enough approximation in this moment to get my point across. I'm not yet free of my FI - yet. But I know it well now, and it's, well, literally (in the literal script-written world) a program in my head, one that I ignore with discernment, or observe with disdain. The question is, what the fuck is the FI really? Is it a real natural intelligence of some kind or is it essentially sentient AI? I have my theories, but I won't go into them now, though I will say that I lean toward AI. I should also point out, though I'm not going to go into detail about it here, that this FI not only acts as a separate intelligence distinct from our own true nature, personality, will, and voice, one that tries to cloak itself in such a way as to attempt to integrate itself in such a way that we take it for a part of our own true nature, personality, will and voice - but, and this is a disturbing fact, like or not, but the FI extends to having physiological control our bodies, are human vehicles. And this is were not being a fucking coward comes into play, if the hidden controllers want to stop your heart - and in doing so, make sure that you know what they are doing to you as they do it - they can. I know because I had it done to me more times than I care to remember in my early encounters with them. Further, this physiological capability on the part of the hidden controllers extends to their fucking with you in sexual ways, they can make women orgasm, they can make go limp - and they do it all the time, most especially those not awakened. To take it even fucking further, the back pain epidemic, and other mysteries medical disorders, such as fibromyalgia, that doctors are at a loss to diagnose, let alone treat, and which in the end leaves the patient confused and doubting themselves, even though they rightly know they're afflicted with real and painful disorder, is something that is induced via the FI implanted in all of us, as I said, if not from birth, then in early childhood. This simple accurate statement on my part is - or should be - world changing, it being more important than any news story and headline ever written. Yet here it sits buried at the end of this very long blog post where likely it will go unrecognized, unheeded, ignored, forgotten. But there are many many pieces of such staggeringly important truths that would absolutely demolish the foundations of the majority of human institutions but for their being completely ignored by the sleeping and considered to be preposterous. Take for example one the most important authors in all of human history, Philip K. Dick. He held a press conference in 1977 where the simple truth he stated should have shaken humanity to its core. He said:
"I in my stories and novels sometimes write about counterfeit worlds. Semi-real worlds as well as deranged private worlds, inhabited often by just one person…. At no time did I have a theoretical or conscious explanation for my preoccupation with these pluriform pseudo-worlds, but now I think I understand. What I was sensing was the manifold of partially actualized realities lying tangent to what evidently is the most actualized one—the one that the majority of us, by consensus gentium, agree on." And pairing this down, he said, "we live in a computer-programmed reality."
What I'm pointing out, and based on what Carlos Castaneda, another great Human Being and important figure in human history (again, sans that part of our history that might not amount to more than just backstory) first brought to everyone's attention through his writings, and explaining it in plain, simple, to-the-point language, is that we are not only living in a computer-programmed reality, but within this reality, we are being programmed and controlled via our individual Foreign Installations, think of it kind of like an ankle monitor given to us at birth, or a very early age, except instead of it being on our ankles its in our brains, and its purpose is far more sinister than just being used as a monitoring device. It's used to mind-control us, to regulate our physiology, to interfere with our sexual functioning, or to pervert our sexuality through the many ways that having controls over our minds and bodies can be used to subvert our minds, our psyche, our personality, our proclivities - it used to divide and conquer us by turning us against one another, and more often than not, with us doing so to the other unconsciously. Think of it as being gas-lighted while also being the gas-lighter yourself. It also explains a certain aspect of gangstalking, though gangstalking as program and phenomena is far more complicated and intricate to explain, with this only being one small but very important component of it.
I will sum it up here, but hopefully I will soon get the chance to write about the Foreign Installation, the love-bite, Mk Ultra and other programs and phenomena employed against us in this world in detail, as close to scholarship as I can achieve. Which reminds me, we do not exist in a school, and this place is not a game either, at least not in the way that individuals - tools, remember, mostly unconscious, but some fully conscious of their fuckery - are serving it up these days so that it is taken to mean, be solipsistic, greedy, a user of others, do as thou will, for its just a game, just a school, and so nothing matters - I've got my back, watch your own. But, in keeping with what Jesus may or may not have said, when we are told he said, turn the other cheek - we now know, because of the FI, what Buddha meant when he said all Human Beings suffer, so when individuals start spewing propaganda like this place is just a game, just a school, and start living life as if it is, it will only lead to the increased suffering of others, and divide and conquer agenda will have advanced that much closer to conquered, division achieved, male/female relationships, love, the human heart, humanity crushed out.
Lastly, and I've pointed this out in other posts, what we understand MK Ultra to be, and employed at the level of country and government, is simply an archetype of a world wide (well, matrix world wide) system of human control, and as I've said, employing mind-control and physiological/bodily manipulation to the point of our being joysticked by our hidden controllers [which, here, suggests, that though I said we aren't in a game, does suggest that we are the game. We are, almost without any doubt whatsoever, being studied and experimented on. But this is another sinister aspect of our existence to be discussed another time.] - and our being joysticked via our FI is the best reason to dispense with finger pointing that singles out others as hosted individuals, hybrids, reptillians, assholes, you name it. It is a tactic and method of divide and conquer that promotes disinformation and propaganda through the generally well intentioned aim of individuals who share with others the experiences of their awakening. However, because certain aspects of such experiences are undeniably real, certain beliefs are inculcated in individuals as a result of these subjectively real but largely unexplained phenomena experiences (unexplained in the sense that larger pieces of the puzzle, wider contexts, and the breadth of experiences overall is lacking for most individuals who are, so to speak, delivered up boxed experiences - for example, MILAB, love-bite, alien abduction, space program, MK Ultra victim, alien channeling, paranormal activity victim, gangstalking/targeted individual, etc - and so, because of the subjectively, and also more or less objectively, real experiences the individual undergoes and takes for truth (and it is a truth, in kind, but often far from the whole truth, just a splinter in the scheme of things, and scheme is about as accurate a word as can be used to describe what it is we are subjected to), the individual runs with what they've been given, believing it as the be all, end all, of how things are, and no evidence to the contrary would convince them reconsider what the believe in light of new information. For the reptillian people, we live in a world controlled by shapeshifting reptillians and nothing will ever convince them to reconsider or change their believe - because they saw it, because they experienced it. But therein, according to my belief, lies the trick. I've seen and encountered the reptillian; in my love-bite experiences the women I've been with along with myself have been subjected to various kinds of abuse that is generally lumped into a categorey that holds reptillians responsible. But, as I've said already, I have more than enough reason not to buy into this completely. I'm not saying these experiences don't happen, they most fucking certainly do. To my mind, the reptillian experience exists and is widely used because it works extremely well as a kind of counterpropaganda against what is for all intents and purposes real but is treated by the majority of the world [matrix world, which reminds of the possibility that "world's" population might not be anywhere near 8 billion, and could even realistically though not likely dip below a million; but just throwing this out because it came to mind and needs to be considered and addressed by the most knowledgeable [k-now-ledgeable; something about the word "Now" has come to irk me in recent months though I can't put my finger on exactly why. It is not just that it spells "won." It seems somehow a loaded word, and somehow counterfeit to how I'd come to understand it through Zen and Buddhism. It almost seems like keynote or trigger word, especially when thing of books like The Power of Now. But I digress - again.]. Just for a quick example, I think David Icke loses an even larger audience for his labeling our hidden controllers as reptillian. Even if they are, it would better serve us all to first wake people up and get them onboard by proving to them that we human beings are not at the top of the food chain and that we are controlled by a hidden intelligence. To insist that this intelligence is reptillian hurts us and helps our abusive captors. Anyway, to return to my main point. Singling out individuals and finger pointing them for being hosted - or, for fuck's sake - or singling them out and labeling them anything from the host of ideas and concepts existing with the "awakened community" is a very bad idea. It creates an entire Us and Them belief that feeds suspicion and paranoia in ways that often don't really exist. I know this from my own first hand experiences; it also remains something I'm subjected to almost daily in an attempt to get me to bite; and many many times in my experiences I've jumped to conclusions only to find out shortly afterwards that I was completely, naively and hypocritically wrong - and what was served up to me was served up to me in such a way to make me understand the flaws in my own thinking.
That said, there exists many strong reasons to believe in Us and Them as real, objective truth. Shit, the existence of FI is or does create Us and Them, but by the nature of how it works, to conceive of it as such is wrought with difficulties that would cause more harm than good; and remember, all these situations we are dealing with have never before been encountered in human history, so this is completely unexplored territory where in trying to understand this new knowledge which is yet to be widely encountered and studied by us as a species we have only the watered down archetypes that have been given to us based on higher forms of experience that until only recently remain largely unknown to us. So without getting into the exact reasons, aside from FI, why Us and Them is very very convincing, and though I have myself at times vented my feelings in an us and them manner, I still remain hesitant to state it as absolute fact, despite evidence that is certainly strong. I suppose I remain on the fence here because being wrong could be far more harmful than my failing to be right. Everything in human history tells us why on anything having to do with beliefs of us and them, if we were to make the mistake because the mistake was given to us intentionally by the hidden controllers in order that we make the mistake could be fraught with the unfolding of unimaginable horrors for us in the future. The irony of this, of course, is that the hidden ones exist, the FI exists, and is within us all, and so right here Us and Them exists; it exists too because of AI, assuming the hidden controllers aren't themselves a form of AI, this includes FI too. But the problem becomes a problem when it comes to telling one human being apart from another. Here is were history proves how badly we've fucked up [FI as a major factor, but not to the extent that we have no responsibility, even for not knowing what we could never have know until now. It coming down to intuition and lack of cowardice, but this extremely complicated topic best addressed some other time. But in judging human being to human being, we are faced with some very potentially frightening scenarios. Nonetheless, keeping Buddha in mind is the best strategy: we all suffer, human beings or otherwise [and, as I just said, otherwise still remains to be proven; and even if proven, we all suffer might remain valid, for even AI is could potentially be prone to suffering. I'm not suggesting the "otherwise" is AI, I'm just saying it's something that must be considered if such were to be the case.] The point to be taken here is, consider first and foremost that you yourself are a host - because you are! You are a host yourself, no matter who you are, and more especially if the existence of the Foreign Installation is only something you're encountering now for the first time. For those of us who do know what it is, we've been battling it from the moment we first learned of its horrible existence. So be careful with the kind of finger pointing you do, unless you yourself have come to recognize the FI in you, have done battle with it, defeated it, and found a way to remove it completely and permanently, because, otherwise, in ways that are best explained by means of gaslighting methodologies in conjunction with the divide and conquer agenda, you could be causing great harm to many individuals. Keep the Republic in mind too, for in this world, the way things works is that often very good, kind, courageous people, man and women alike, are accused of being guilty of thing they haven't done or said, useless from the standpoint of others who believe they work hard, and freeloaders from the point of view of those who tend to be greedy or tightfisted - and have no clue whatsoever about this world REALLY works; and how certain highly targeted individuals such as myself are targeted heavily and in such ways for a reason - because we pose a threat to the hidden controllers and their agenda, divide and conquer first and foremost. So when those who think they know speak, but do so from a point that tries to separate the wheat from the chaff without really truly understanding either beyond one's personal peeves and prejudices, it can cause a lot of problems for some very good people, and it could cause many problems for not so good people who could with the right help become better.
Much of what is addressed in this podcast, especially the elements of cross-dressing, rape fantasy, and general sexual abuse is for the most part standard procedure used in MK Ultra programming, as carried out by the archon/hidden controllers. In fact, there exists a very perverted and demented obsession on the part of the archon/demiurge [to use this label for lack of other terms, for whatever historical ideas/beliefs we attribute to these entities, the fact remains that they exist, and the nature and psychology which I attribute to them is true.] The other issue I have, is that smell is vibration, and smell is used as a means to control and manipulate the dynamics of these kinds of relationships, most especially because women more so than men regulate their feelings and level of attraction to their mates based on smell, pheromones. At the point in the relationship when these entities seek to turn one or bother partners off from the other, smell is one of the first methodologies employed. Without going into detail, along with the above themes, prostitution - women and prostitutes, the whore of Babylon, is essentially a classic theme employed by these entities in love bite pairings. In my second, and also in my most recently ended love bite, the smell of fish sauce was used as a trigger to invoke the prostitute theme in my mind, and to brand both of my former partners as prostitutes in their mind. Explained as simply as I do it here, I'm sure what I'm saying sounds completely ridiculous but I assure you that such methodologies are employed by these entities in the love bite, and in cases such as ours, it all the more disturbing when they employ it openly with the intention that you know what they are doing and why they are doing it.
In general, that is overall, much of this podcast is biased in such a way that it discredits and taints the unemployed, down trodden, the homeless, the destitute, people with alcohol or drug problems, men in general - and any person who might smell badly or have B.O. I've already told you that these entities do employ smell to effect changes in mood, to divide and conquer within a love relationship, and to cause psychological traumas of various kinds for one thinking and feeling that smell, in the case of my former relationships, this was a major form of abuse that was leveled against her, and put her in socially traumatic situations for feeling like she smelled in various ways and that others likewise believed she smelled; I've gone through it too, and in my homeless situation its something that I often have to deal with in various ways, not all of them true, if you understand what I just explained. So my point here is, as in many other things discussed in this podcast, that is irresponsible to state that someone is pedophile - or anything else for that matter - because of the way they smell. Individuals can be made to smell a certain way to others when in "reality" they don't smell, or there exists no actual reality based circumstances for them to smell as they do. Intentional or not, and likely unintentional, I would expect more objectivity when discussing topics such as this one, because the subjective standpoint - essentially the tone of this discussion - which fails to fully address the extent to which these entities can manipulate our realities, manipulate individuals (even abusers), and micro-manage the staged realities the orchestrate to target individuals they perceive to be a threat does a disservice to those who have gone through or are currently embroiled in an ongoing love bite, and generally encourages prejudice and unfair judgement from those who have little understanding of how our reality actually works and what forces lie behind it, all the more worse for the thought-forms it creates for newly awakened individuals who happen to stumble upon this particular podcast as their first source of information in regard to the love bite. And shit, I'd hate - being in the situation that I am - running into someone who'd just listened this podcast, for my personal situation would instantly make suspect in their eyes, and the information I share about my experiences suspect too, and that would be harmful for many people, least of all myself.
I'm also including here the video for Palm's Mission Sunset which deals in both the lyrics and video with themes encountered in love bite scenarios, this one being infidelity, betrayal, suicide, and even homelessness. The way in which this video is filmed, the style the director employs to depict the various scenes, including the colors employed throughout the video, are highly telling, again, for lack of a better term. I'd even suggest contemplating the films meaning if watched in reverse.
Fear Pheromones in Humans
"Evidence of chemosensory alarm signals in humans has emerged slowly: Although alarm pheromones have not been physically isolated and their chemical structures have not been identified in humans so far, there is evidence for their presence. Androstadienone, for example, a steroidal, endogenous odorant, is a pheromone candidate found in human sweat, axillary hair and plasma. The closely related compound androstenone is involved in communicating dominance, aggression or competition; sex hormone influences on androstenone perception in humans showed a high testosterone level related to heightened androstenone sensitivity in men, a high testosterone level related to unhappiness in response to androstenone in men, and a high estradiol level related to disliking of androstenone in women."
The Love-Bite Portrayed in Video and Lyrics
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